i had to put cleo to sleep this morning and i’m not really sure what to say about it other than it was horrible, but she was in pain and it was time. i’m just really going to miss her and i wish she had been able to stick around a while longer.
okay, so like, i know that so many people have it so, so much worse than me in regards to shitty parents and that at the end of the day the crap i deal with in regards to my mom is a fucking walk in the park, but i just constantly feel like i’m running head on into a brick wall when it comes to her and i’m just tired. i’m tired of her constantly making me feel like shit and i’m tired of her making me feel like i’m a bad person and i’m tired of feeling like i can’t ever do anything right.
spending my mother’s day with my mom and her ex-boyfriend cause y’know, THAT’S normal post-breakup behavior
my dad just sent me an article called ‘considering the universe from deep in west texas’